Yes Shoeln, know how you feel. Our syndicated horse had her 1st start in the middle of November. She had shown ability in trials,was in the market, and was even a 'late whisper'. Never been so nervous / excited ever!
But, alas, first raceday, she literally 'blew up', got excited, missed the jump, bolted clear, raced 4 deep, totally ridden upside down!
It definitley is a waiting game.....

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straight to the rails....