At this point in time,if I had to rely on my profits from gambling to survive,then I wouldn't,(survive).
So there is another force that compels me to gamble.And it is the satisfaction of being right.More than that.It's the satisfaction of seeing myself be right as opposed to being told that I was right.
Probably need a complete paradigm shift in as to what is important in life.
Sort of toying with the idea of stapling myself to a 160 year old gum tree in Gippsland.(That's a once very woody forest area of Victoria.)