hey purpleheart, comon mate don't give up the site no need to do that we all lose if you do.
i can understand how you feel and how difficult it can be with the dreaded PTSD, i also am a vietnam vet and like many of us have been diagnosed with PTSD. only yesterday was abused by groundstaff on the golf course (mistaken identity) and that was the trigger , almost got myself banned for life, so keep on posting please .