Okay, I won't tell you what an idiot you've been, but I will say that I think you should quit while you're WAY behind and not try to "recoup those losses". I'm certainly not saying that it's impossible for you to win some of that money back, but with your past history, you probably shouldn't even be thinking about it. You obviously had a BIG problem, and if you now have your head above water, then you should be very thankful about that and probably just forget about betting. Find another interest.

Sorry. Just my opinion.